Fucked up in life..
"When you are ready to smash the bowl,life bowls you a no ball"
Life is a ideological criteria of living in which a person,follows it's desire but ended up at life's place..
When you think that you have planned you living and everything needs just a tart to fly,
suddenly life and luck which are unfortunately against me or most of the people,most of the time makes a plan to fuck you as hard as they can.
I just completed my high schools and planned to go to other state for my graduation,evrything was sorted after a lot of hard work and research,everything was set but suddenly here life starts playing the game,
sometime i feel that when ever i am in trouble or in any problem then some where life and god both are sitting together and cheers to me.
Well,shaashwat is going with me there for pursuing the same course in the same college,
as we said between us that e both are two tyres of a vehicle,if one changes it's direction then the other come along with it..and yeah obviously when a vehicle is running with two tyres then most important benefit of having those two tyres in a vehicle is,that vehicle is safe..!!
So,similarly we ended our school together from the same school and decided to run with the same vehicle being it's two tyres which is responsible to make that vehicle safe,and in our case that vehicle is our life's.
It doesn't mean that we under estimate ourselves so that we need support but the thing is we are both similar like those tyres mentioned and have a same life because both have a same vision of living this life in a particular way.
except some differences,like in the tyres that sometimes the air is less in one and stable in another or vice a versa,or anything else..like in terms of love relationships,i have my one well i can mentioned my person as Ms. M,but shaashwat is maybe not intrested in it or he didn't find it basically,i don't know..!!
As when you have both the relation of a friend and of a love relation then you can be said as lucky enough or also you can be said as a person who is able to maintain and balance both the lives and both the relationships together..!!
Like every relationship,problems are everywhere It's up to you that how you see you problems and how you manage it,because as i always said that..in last it's all in the mind..!!
So,yeah..
we both,me and shaaswat had decided to go,planned everything and everything was ready to take off,but suddenly as you all know that the world is facing a pandemic situation named as corona virus asi don't want to give this disease so much importance because right now my plans are flopped because of it..
The most painful moments includes the moment when you researched a lot,worked alot for your future,did a lot of things which takes a lot of your time,and after all these things you are prepared but suddenly,somehow you get to know that you are fucked,stucked and confused completely because your all work is just became a piece of scrap just because of some fuckin disease which has no effect more than avg. happening in the country like india,where on an avg. daily 1-2 lakhs people just die because of accidents so if we compare this to corona then corona didn't exist yet,it's just the ear who is scaring people nothing else,
anyway the thing is our planned became a piece of scrap and our work is all became a waste,and when something like this happens to your life then you and you life are just fucked and you feel that you are stuck in the process of fucking,nothing else where whenever you try to move out of these things life pushes you more and deeply inside this trouble..!!
and when something like these happened then a lot of things gets affected which has a major role in life or anything in your life.
Even now while writing this,i don't know why,how,and what,these are just keys which i am pressing and possibly not making any sense in last..
Alot of things to write and to share but then this line comes,
ऐ ज़िन्दगी गले लगा ले,
और कितना सताएगी
साथ रहेंगे,साथ उड़ेंगे
और कितना रुलायेगी..!!
Life is a ideological criteria of living in which a person,follows it's desire but ended up at life's place..
When you think that you have planned you living and everything needs just a tart to fly,
suddenly life and luck which are unfortunately against me or most of the people,most of the time makes a plan to fuck you as hard as they can.
I just completed my high schools and planned to go to other state for my graduation,evrything was sorted after a lot of hard work and research,everything was set but suddenly here life starts playing the game,
sometime i feel that when ever i am in trouble or in any problem then some where life and god both are sitting together and cheers to me.
Well,shaashwat is going with me there for pursuing the same course in the same college,
as we said between us that e both are two tyres of a vehicle,if one changes it's direction then the other come along with it..and yeah obviously when a vehicle is running with two tyres then most important benefit of having those two tyres in a vehicle is,that vehicle is safe..!!
So,similarly we ended our school together from the same school and decided to run with the same vehicle being it's two tyres which is responsible to make that vehicle safe,and in our case that vehicle is our life's.
It doesn't mean that we under estimate ourselves so that we need support but the thing is we are both similar like those tyres mentioned and have a same life because both have a same vision of living this life in a particular way.
except some differences,like in the tyres that sometimes the air is less in one and stable in another or vice a versa,or anything else..like in terms of love relationships,i have my one well i can mentioned my person as Ms. M,but shaashwat is maybe not intrested in it or he didn't find it basically,i don't know..!!
As when you have both the relation of a friend and of a love relation then you can be said as lucky enough or also you can be said as a person who is able to maintain and balance both the lives and both the relationships together..!!
Like every relationship,problems are everywhere It's up to you that how you see you problems and how you manage it,because as i always said that..in last it's all in the mind..!!
So,yeah..
we both,me and shaaswat had decided to go,planned everything and everything was ready to take off,but suddenly as you all know that the world is facing a pandemic situation named as corona virus asi don't want to give this disease so much importance because right now my plans are flopped because of it..
The most painful moments includes the moment when you researched a lot,worked alot for your future,did a lot of things which takes a lot of your time,and after all these things you are prepared but suddenly,somehow you get to know that you are fucked,stucked and confused completely because your all work is just became a piece of scrap just because of some fuckin disease which has no effect more than avg. happening in the country like india,where on an avg. daily 1-2 lakhs people just die because of accidents so if we compare this to corona then corona didn't exist yet,it's just the ear who is scaring people nothing else,
anyway the thing is our planned became a piece of scrap and our work is all became a waste,and when something like this happens to your life then you and you life are just fucked and you feel that you are stuck in the process of fucking,nothing else where whenever you try to move out of these things life pushes you more and deeply inside this trouble..!!
and when something like these happened then a lot of things gets affected which has a major role in life or anything in your life.
Even now while writing this,i don't know why,how,and what,these are just keys which i am pressing and possibly not making any sense in last..
Alot of things to write and to share but then this line comes,ऐ ज़िन्दगी गले लगा ले,
और कितना सताएगी
साथ रहेंगे,साथ उड़ेंगे
और कितना रुलायेगी..!!
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